我都好耐無喺呢個blog打野喇!我唔係唔記得...只係我唔知可以點打好!因為我每次打親呢個blog...就好肯定我又有感情問題!我宜家可以點做?我自己都唔知!
我好怕會做左一個錯ge決定...好怕如果我再失去我會咩都無...好怕又會錯失一個機會...咩都好怕!宜家可以點?
我宜家又係拍緊拖...但係我又唔知點解...我又對返佢有返感覺...!我宜家可以點?我點先知道自己係鍾意邊個多d?
今日係二零零八年十二月一日。
好得意...真係好得意!估唔到我同佢都有一段日子無見...一見返...我對佢ge感覺又返嚟喇!
係十一月二十九日...我同佢又唱k喇!係二十八日....我同佢講...我好想唱k...!咁佢就話好...星期六去唱啦!但係佢約左人食飯...咁就要夜d先得!咁我地就約左十點唱...但係就無約到地方!咁我就話...近佢又近我...就係荃灣啦!但諗諗下...十點先開始唱...點都會唱到十二點幾先走啦!我就同佢講...去到咁夜...我一個人返屋企會好驚架!佢就話...送我返屋企!真係估唔到佢會咁講!但係佢之後話...再近我d係邊!我就同佢講係元朗...!咁佢就話...咁就係咁啦...星期六十點等啦!
講真...我真係未試咁夜仲會同一個男仔出街!唯獨係佢...我就會咁做!
我差不多十點去到...但係佢就未到!因為佢等車等得耐左...所以佢遲左!無所謂啦...我都會等佢ge!佢到左之後...我地就去greenbox唱!
唱左無耐...佢就做左d唔似係普通朋友應該會做ge行為出嚟!佢攬住我啦...拖住我啦...佢個頭挨落我膊頭度啦...之後我地仲玩到...大家瞓左落sofa度...到我話要走果時...佢仲攬得我好實...叫我唔好走...陪佢耐d!佢之前從未試過咁對我...所以果時我真係有諗過繼續陪佢...但係我媽又要我返屋企...最後都係埋單走!就係因為咁...我覺得我對佢ge感情...又返返嚟喇!
埋左單之後...佢就同我一齊去撘車!佢之後話...同埋我一齊返去先再撘車返去!咁都可以!因為我都真係想見多佢一陣!其實有時一陣...都已經好足夠!
到左第二日...我同佢再傾偈...!先知點解佢果晚會咁....原來係因為佢唔係太開心..先會想我陪多佢一陣...!但係其實真係咁...佢都唔需要咁攬我吖!會唔會佢都有d感覺呢?定係佢有其他原因呢?因為我有問過佢..但係佢都唔想講...咁我就無辦法...!等佢想講先啦!
但係我其實宜家同緊人拍拖...但係又對第二個男仔咁...好似做左對唔住人ge事咁呀!咁我可以點呢?應該點揀呢?
今日係二零零八年十月三十一日。
今日佢同我講....今次佢公司出現問題...係皆因上次佢無接到某一個人ge生意!點知今次再接果個人....就係果個人ge朋友...!今次真係俾佢地玩死.....!唉...世界真係細!
係佢未同我講之前......我同佢講...我好想放棄!咁佢就問我...係唔係放棄佢...!我同佢講....我真係有諗過....但係唔捨得!但我話....如果有一日我真係放棄佢...佢會點!佢就答我....佢唔知會點!唉....我諗我暫時都唔會離開佢ge!
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